Repair

Break yourself, break the very shell that has hemmed you, not by your choice but imposed on you.

Fight back, hit hard and don’t stop! Don’t stop until you realize that the mask of doubt cannot reshape itself and grow on your dreams, for doubts and apprehensions have killed the very soul of every conversation, every idea that you’ve buried in your mind. 

Melt the cookie cutter, for it has tried to shape you, the very essence of your mortal life in a plain and delusional shadow of a perfect being, carved out by the onesided and egoistic society.

Cut down the chains, the knots and the tapes that you put on yourself in the hope that it’ll hide the very crude you, an intense engagement of pain with yourself just to become a nobody, what a tough job you’re doing!

Burn down the graveyard, one which is inside your head, containing corpse of everybody you despise of, yet you sit silently in it, mumbling and screaming simultaneously, saying everything you ever wanted to say but couldn’t, you couldn’t because you appalled the idea of uttering even a word, fearing where would you go if not them.

Rewrite those deleted drafts, send those lovely daisies and for once have the courage to barge down the feel of despondence, have the audacity to face rejections and express yourself in the finest of way you can, express yourself by trying hard.

Your need for acceptance makes you invisible.

Break, fight, cut, burn and express your existence, because only then you can truly repair yourself.

Courtesy: My lovely friend, an amazing person, 

Roshni Khatri

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